egregious thought

today's feeling are an eraser of yesterday. .. Yesterday should not have happened, it should have been deleted from my time. no way out for me....had to have it confront. When you love some one for reason that are beautiful... like the one..as I can see how your are. bring on the way they are.....beautiful..wonderful disposition...displays of genuine..emotion...a range of pleasure to the .. senses...to the existence of the one in mind....my emotions are injured...are..hurting because of what you have to bring into my mind. because of the persistence........that you can bring... that you reword the one in the front of you... resistance.....of what you are saying...the .. speech...YOUR speech .. that you are doing now.. help me understand..correct what it is that I do not know... what IS it that I'm missing .. in what you are saying.. the er-ea in your sources..SAY......... in the way you may be presenting.......this !......I want to be able to bring back yesterday........ you may want to hear... to listen... and to be your own .... Your own author of what you want to say... of what you believe... absorb..unite your thinking before you make a display of your thoughts to others...the ones that have a different point of view then what it is that you do.......... the one that have different...philosophy of Ideas as foreign to you may have to be true..// asking to forgive....I could...when i can settle a score in my beliefs...when I can be really indifferent..intolerant to my own energetic.. and abundance..... of my thought... of what i really know to be the truth.......The Truth in my mind... you ... following others that are not to be .. genuine...the games they play is an effort... the display of distortions... are a display .. of torture in my mind.....I see you in the grip of the ones..the others.. that are really out of their intentions... for the ones that..have become as you are... I want to understand..... help me....HELP ME...to believe the way you are......other then what I see in the inferiority of you intentions to the ones..... loyal in your mind......