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Friday, May 14, 2010

felicity

happiness is a random feeling...
happiness is ..no mail today...
Bach..Rachmaninoff..
even making up with your friend..
your lover...
your neighbors barking dog..
..........knowing where you stand...
happiness is the sounds that water makes as it travels down the way..
rushing at times..
but sometimes ...
..........slowly going on it's way.
happiness is Genesis..linkin Park..
and the key-boards of Triumvirate...
..........so outrageous and the way ..
..........the way that you hear it play...
happiness is when you say..
the way you stay.
..........and sway..
you bring a sudden beauty..
you make the words come true.
..........just by being you...
happiness is green.. ..
look at the trees.. ..
look at the way they stay..
.......... they sway.
it's the wind that makes them be that way....
for now your hand is here..
it's near to my embrace..
finds it all so.. one can touch the nearness of a kiss..
...........touching of your lips ..the sweetness of your face 
happiness is what it is...
happiness is me .. on a dream of the day..
...........the day you were here..
for I believed that day will stay..
like a fine perfume..
as the scent that I can feel....
when you are so near....
  • and yet so far away.....
    happiness i felt today...
    your words seemed so near...
    as near as the smiles I see when I think of you..........
    The smiles that make you so beautiful...
    ...........the feelings that you bring in one...
    ...........that I will always have to do....
    to do again in the happiness of you.... ...
    of you being near once again.....
    ...........don't leave....
    ...........don't change....
    because the way your are is happiness...
    In my mind.....
    that is what your are to me.......

    happiness.....felicity to happiness !!

Sunday, May 9, 2010

NOW I SEE IT

The fact that sometimes I'm amused..sometimes I'm sad .. sometimes I think I know what to tell you..what WILL I say to you.. and then there are times that I don't.. I can not recognize my feelings But never has there been the time that I'm glad... never. tell me that it's time for me to realize the meaning of your actions.. withdrawing your support .. tells me what it is that I have to do.. the message it factious.. I guess the whole picture is beginning to present it self to me...to my eyes. I did not believe that a tree... that has been in the ground for twenty three.. .. ..years.... would fall so easy with one jerk of a phrase.. one meaning to it's face..... I don't have time to plant another one that would last that long.... it may be time to culture the one that are there...bring them along.... I should compromise my position..I should just agree with whatever.... say yes..to be with you... with your incendiary... false...ideas... that have a small of the flailing that you do... two weeks ago you had said.....live in my place....live with me....i gather that at the time I was so fine...adjective was .. was in your mind. Such a short time ago I was denoting a quality.. in your mind it demonstrated the the utmost believes that you had... Now your actions demonstrate the insecurity..the insincerity.... the childishness of of that invitation. I can not even imagine that ever happening... ever.... the mendacity...the timing was not available to you... Now I hope that what you...and..I.. the adjustments that we have to do.... the enormity... of the believes that we have... to be so anxious.... that our daily activity do not have to suffer because of you.... because of me.... of me too..... for it was I..that uttered the words that were so offensive to you.. offensive........they happened to be untrue.. .. untrue. Te pido que me perdones,ise un error que no puedo diculpar....