eight times ten +39

rest your head on a pillow of depth....

........perpendicular measurement downward...

bring it to this side when you can...... a condition-ed nightmare

........reveal the options that are there.....

the laud ping of a bullet hitting a wall of steel

drops to the ground with the force of gravity

in amazement wake up........tell the world of ...

the sobriety...the  indignity of that side

tell the world what is there .. on that side..

not wanting to live is not suicide...

............it is the desire not to live...

the desire to end what is on this side......

............not to be alive.....

the laud ring steals the sound of dieing......

the power of your dreams made it happen. and you wake up..

............cuts it up lake Cain....

............cuts it up like a valuable vain ..

............the value of something that is rare

like vein........

alarmed so early ...

gets up to work......

before you forget what you saw the night before..

in your dreams...

.........the knives..

.........the blood...the power of your brother standing high . looking down at you ..

.........useless you....
unable to lift even a hand to defend yourself...

.........your little sister comes to counsel you...

.........gets down on her knees and cries with you...

three are against you.....two are not there at all in your dream..

what should that mean.....

• your father the authority figure is  there not ........
  .........yet
  the dream has only begun so .....
  so maybe ..
  he is coming....
  to neutralize the frightening dream..
  with a terrorized monstrous one yet ..
  he is.......
  as he is always there causing the evil spirit to awaken one to safety....
  
  awake is safe.
  never to sleep again........ever !