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Thursday, November 17, 2011

!! perception...of deception !!

in the light of experience
an acute physical sensation .. strings in the digits of a life with one..
extending further then you can imagine..

please...
interpret that experience with appreciation...
with cognition..
with intuitive .. right or wrong ..

In direct awareness of your feelings.. ..
knowing that your soul is there..
that your whole self is there to.

possessing a given insight in to your soul..
into the  being of the ones that are not there..

help me understand this feeling of inundate..that overwhelms me...
that overflows in my heart when i see. .. what is in this world of disinterment...
in this world of discord..

allow me to make a disjunctive form... between the meaning of those that we oppose...and those that oppose us to.

allow me to be one that has a very precise disunity to what we are hearing on the narrative of this day...

this;displeasure.. this offensive ...annoying..archaic view........

that is out there ..
..........at to days presentation..that we can not avoid...
..........the air waves fill us all with disgusting phrases..
with what we do not want to know

lacking in loyalty..
no allegiance...or devotion
no obligation to any faith..
...........and asking for your full support..
...........no display of fidelity..
...........no obligation to any sovereign citizen..
or to an alien government to which one can see.

devotion....loyalty is only to their ugly greed.

we percieve the deception

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

palabras de amor

  • In time we will know.......
    we will also feel..the vacuum....
    the indifference..
    stoic seemingly..
    as all appear.......
    the association with ओने ..
    follows..
    ..........voluntary..
    friendly..intimate intercourse.........
    working together...
    ..........in unison....
    from passion..unmoved by joy......
    ..........indifferent to pleasure..
    time is what does...
    in time that is what it does to us..........
    to all...a lovers ..
    falling..fall.

Thursday, June 30, 2011

love..so hard to find

the ones that I love have gone way to far.
  • .they traveled easy on the bed of the stream as if it was life..
    as pebble do they change the brightness ..
             the glare of the sun..

    they change..the size like the tears do..
            as I think of you..
    hurting with each other on the edges of a cruel .
            .forgotten love..
             there is an end to all this ...
    when you find the one that you can love.. it will not be easy..
    for the one you look for.. is hard to find..
             you will find it.. when the pleasure runs out..
             runs out of time.. .
             some where there is.. he will guide you from above...

             I'm not there any more..
    I'm in a dream of vapor that transepts you of all.
    like the pebbles..
    not as monumental as they seem from above. 
             in contradictions of absence..
             of imagination..
             of reality..
             of transfinite..

    I ask one thing to you...
    please forgive me as if I asked you to convert.. to a condition of transform...
    no one will be there if you do arrive...
    the one you are looking for has been left behind.. long ago...
    remember it was just so fine.
  • The blood in your veins..
    the needs you have ..
                diminishes the beauty that you are..
    the wonder of your hart. .
    your intelligence...
    the softness of your being ..
    the love that you can give.
  •             seems so far ..
    one has always to forgive..

    ONE HAS A LONG WAY TO FORGIVE.

Friday, April 8, 2011

before day three

    1. off guard day..
      stand up..
      alert.
      to walk away..
    2. strait .. and to the right of way underestimate time.. how long is it..between here.. and there..
    3. check on his sweetness.
      over his head ..
    4. with room for him to hide,
      and peek too.
      moving back with steps of a short stride..
      with noise inside..your head ... ....
      but you do get back.

      stirring thoughts ..
      little hairs springing back and forth..
      creating melodies..
      divinely flavored songs..

      immersed into powdered dry emotion..
      gleaming in the sun light..
      shadows across the le'figure .
    5. three days have been in mind..
      will the trip be done or waiting just in time.
      call me ...
      call me again please..
      I want to hear it again.
      as if I did not understand..
    6. we have two..
      only two... after that I will go alone.
      with my divinely covered songs..
      melodies so hard. so strong..
      dissipating thought from your will arranging the steeping stone on the hill.
    7. .......a hill........

Thursday, April 7, 2011

entonces

  • lovely rhythm... ..
    in a hue of blessed roses.
    bodies as beautiful as the fragrance of your ...touch ..
    ..........entonces ..
    again with my eyes open to the symphony of lust..
    the distance of the universe :::::
    ..........find me..
    find a way to see me..
    reach to that vine...
    the tail of that swirling Galaxy..
    of the defined...

    thoughts untrained ..like an exquisite wine..
    a spray of meaning for every one to have..
    like a mist of the covariance in your embrace..
    ...........with me.... ...............
               .just me.
    entonnces..
    bien estamos entreunidos:

    ............intertwined so to become...
    one mind..
    the devotion one of an imagine kind..
    the night before...
    the breaking time..

    unforgivably as a thought ..
    like fog moving in the air...
    just before it enters through the cornea of your view...
    just to be fair................
    just before that thought made the changes...

    coming back from the sweet Oder of your garden...
    that velvet ....
    insane red..hue.. ................
    thy rhythm that is you..

    That is you

Friday, February 11, 2011

when we love

  • time for seeing why.. time too...
    for tears to cry....
    to find the ones out there........
    with reasons why..
                  arms of those so high..........
    on a trail of the a winding stair..
    like an imagine love ..
    walking on air..
                  a small universe in which to die.
    find one...
    find the dreams
                  .. .with reasons why..
                  ... like a stream of blood in ones unforgiving dream..
    that inters the veins to your heart....
    as a thought that never ends...
                   find the sorrow creating the tears of blood...
    streaming in fear..
    dying...
                   dieing.is what I see in your face .... i crave.. to be near...........
    .near to your embrace.. ............
    find the end of a yearning.........
    the end of feeling  ............

  • whispering ..  the sweetness of your breath.. ....
    ........in my arms to your embrace.......
    our flash touching..as if forever..
    ........was a moment of never..
    ........
    ........follow me to the end of a statement..
    ........to the end of thought..
    ........to the end of touch...... .. .............
    it is your love that I yearn so much .............
    as when the day ends...
             the beauty ...
    that remains in my thought..
    the image that stays within my thinking..
    ..........I can see the sun going down..
    ..........blood red.. as the feelings I have at that moment with you.
    ..........it goes.. cuts in half..by the tangent of the planet..
    so my heart so does..to.......
    as it goes.....down..
    that part of me goes down to........

    imagine a mountain of sorrow.........
  • an ocean of love...
    a sun-set of giving...
    a full moon of tomorrow..
    a forest of forgiving... ............

    ...........looking at you as if you were forever. ............
    ...........the beauty that you are. 
    ...........balancing...on a tangent of never...   

    looking at you as if your existence was the brightness of a star..
    the power of the sun...
    within me that it is...

    forever. .the power that is love..
    that is who you are !!

    THAT IS WHO YOU ARE TO ME

Friday, December 24, 2010

aggressive end

two ..
 in costume leading one by the tips of the smallest digits to cross the line...
enforcers pulling hard......
aggressive players....
pulling one to have him sign.....
  • the house is clean...
    empty...
    open.........

    .come on in.....
    the bars are polished too.. ..................
    in this case..

    just for you.just for you ..
    the distress is with the girl..
    the one the never talks...
    she is a star......
    the queen ... to the rightest far...
    queen to the ones on the other side.......
    come and sign in... you need protraction.....
  • but you must sign..the given badges......... ..........
    .............with the sharks design...
    .............they will find you......
    forget the glass that hits your head..
    it is just a bruce..
    much more serious is the ones that stab..
    if you can run...
    do it now...
    run to the nearest crowd..

    you will meet the players in the house of fun...
    tell your father ..
    tell him that is done...
    tell him you will be late tomorrow .... ..........

    but it is fun...
    with a broken arm. ...........
    that you can drive

    protract....
    continue outward ..
    delay your time in the fin-of expiration...
    some one will follow .. some will call it fun.....
    the termination of your time..

    prolong in space..
    your time is fixed by law..
    a law that will not change. exploding in your face...

    retract your time...... ..
    give them one.. .........give them lots of space...


    ..................retract your time........

    >>>>and give them one !

Sunday, December 5, 2010

..........feelings

  • feelings arranged in a cert..
    in a way like chairs..
    waiting to be set on...
    to be accursed for a wide insertion of your stay...

Friday, October 22, 2010

VOTE FOR ME

  • deception passing by....
    ........vastly....
    ........falsely .. ........
    as if our feelings...
    our beliefs..
    our dreams .. .......
    .........jousting from the sky.. ........
    .........with wings...with energy to fly...
    extended as if they were beautiful colors.....
    adjustments  to our thoughts ... .......
    ..........thoughts of you and I...
    ..........forever to bring into our life is ...
    ..........a window like the view from a butterfly ........
    ..........double dealing fraud... ........
    mislead....deceive ..
    ingenious acts...of thought...
trickery...
..........intentions of deceit...
dupery....
......... gaining what I need...
when you listen to the air waves...view the picture  of deceit.. ........
of your applaud. it will soon be over...
two more years..... the adoption of conceit...
..........telling of a lie..
in the hope that you not think back...
in order to escape the guilt..
the guilt.. in orders comply...

......... or to gain and end...
and end that will have ramifications for you......
as well as I ...
embrace me ......
..........iamb you.......
the first amendment..... ........
..........where.. ........
..........really........ .......
         .church and state....... ........
the Constitution........
have some tea.....
do not forget about me..
my dog is lazy....lays around......
just acorss the sea.....
.......... does nothing..... and depends on me......
           and he is black.....
and does not know who his father is.
he could vote........vote for me.... just like you and me........

the terrorist are coming from the northern border........ ........
you look Asian ...
TO ME if you are old enough........
............vote for me.....
lets put in place a literal test for those who vote...
as in the old days......
when we kept them away......
can they spell

"Vote"

in English..... .......
.MICACA..
is what they say.....
we will take our country ...back....
small government.....
............this one is telling us what to say.....
the chamber of commerce.............THAT IS SO OK.......

WHY IS THERE FOUR HUNDRED BILLS STALLED THERE......
jobs over seas we are united to to filibuster to keep them there.... .......
...........dummies do not know .... the difference anyway........
           you will see. deregulate wall street...
           corporations can do best..
remember the last eight.........
health care ........
...........please....
           repeal is the way to go. health care repeal it anyway...
 America will take care of us there.
they will vote for me.......
...........it is in the bag..

THEY WILL VOTE FOR ME ?

    Sunday, September 26, 2010

    sunday morning mourning

    .......Yes I do believe in a "Gods Day" .......with the making of a call at six... in amazement that is.. is a -------up.. state of concussion.. what is to day.. like being shaken violently.. in a stunning.. damming way.

    a code of values. .that questions the integrity .. of the one that jumps to answer. want to believe it .... you may have to stay.. inter the one you know.. like a common building block... build them here until he lets you go..

    you can get on what ties this early.. ........defiantly .. is not like any other way..

    it is different..it is existing within the mind... intrinsic....as the brightness of a star.... inherent in my thinking is where you are.. write... explain it .. so that the ones important .. in their internal dialog will surely hear you say ........he is so wrong. so out of touch ... how are we going to believe it ... are you going back.. to see if you are right... you are going find that you are... no need to go so far....that is how you believe ... .........because of your mind... you will find a way to define.. the essential qualities of meaning ..... meanings just so fine..

    • define what was said on that day... when you do...
    • you will feel so much better enter..just stay... . in the softness of laying there.. get up and take a look at what you did without thinking ... an enclave of thoughts.....like a breeze coming our way.. ........without being what you thought was going to happen .. ........unclogging things we say.. ........he is on his way.......
    • in the air of a plane that we .. as integuments.... enclosing... covers of dismay... continue more at thatch .. alarmed at what we now say... .........a change without preparation .. abrupt anticipation. now.......this very day... forget about the goodness that you are feeling.. forget about finding the gold... the richness of a once is very strange... ..........a Averyl not to happen cold.... forever in your mind...a daily thing you live with... ..........amazed that you don't... amused that it does not happen ... ..........disapointment...but not surprised.. happens every day..
    • HAPPENS EVERYDAY ..........at much to my dismay... Sunday morning ..........mourning

    Sunday, September 19, 2010