love..so hard to find

the ones that I love have gone way to far.

• .they traveled easy on the bed of the stream as if it was life..
  as pebble do they change the brightness ..
           the glare of the sun..
  
  they change..the size like the tears do..
          as I think of you..
  hurting with each other on the edges of a cruel .
          .forgotten love..
           there is an end to all this ...
  when you find the one that you can love.. it will not be easy..
  for the one you look for.. is hard to find..
           you will find it.. when the pleasure runs out..
           runs out of time.. .
           some where there is.. he will guide you from above...
  
           I'm not there any more..
  I'm in a dream of vapor that transepts you of all.
  like the pebbles..
  not as monumental as they seem from above. 
           in contradictions of absence..
           of imagination..
           of reality..
           of transfinite..
  
  I ask one thing to you...
  please forgive me as if I asked you to convert.. to a condition of transform...
  no one will be there if you do arrive...
  the one you are looking for has been left behind.. long ago...
  remember it was just so fine.
• The blood in your veins..
  the needs you have ..
              diminishes the beauty that you are..
  the wonder of your hart. .
  your intelligence...
  the softness of your being ..
  the love that you can give.
•             seems so far ..
  one has always to forgive..
  
  ONE HAS A LONG WAY TO FORGIVE.

when we love

• time for seeing why.. time too...
  for tears to cry....
  to find the ones out there........
  with reasons why..
                arms of those so high..........
  on a trail of the a winding stair..
  like an imagine love ..
  walking on air..
                a small universe in which to die.
  find one...
  find the dreams
                .. .with reasons why..
                ... like a stream of blood in ones unforgiving dream..
  that inters the veins to your heart....
  as a thought that never ends...
                 find the sorrow creating the tears of blood...
  streaming in fear..
  dying...
                 dieing.is what I see in your face .... i crave.. to be near...........
  .near to your embrace.. ............
  find the end of a yearning.........
  the end of feeling  ............
• 
  whispering ..  the sweetness of your breath.. ....
  ........in my arms to your embrace.......
  our flash touching..as if forever..
  ........was a moment of never..
  ........
  ........follow me to the end of a statement..
  ........to the end of thought..
  ........to the end of touch...... .. .............
  it is your love that I yearn so much .............
  as when the day ends...
           the beauty ...
  that remains in my thought..
  the image that stays within my thinking..
  ..........I can see the sun going down..
  ..........blood red.. as the feelings I have at that moment with you.
  ..........it goes.. cuts in half..by the tangent of the planet..
  so my heart so does..to.......
  as it goes.....down..
  that part of me goes down to........
  
  imagine a mountain of sorrow.........
• an ocean of love...
  a sun-set of giving...
  a full moon of tomorrow..
  a forest of forgiving... ............
  
  ...........looking at you as if you were forever. ............
  ...........the beauty that you are. 
  ...........balancing...on a tangent of never...   
  
  looking at you as if your existence was the brightness of a star..
  the power of the sun...
  within me that it is...
  
  forever. .the power that is love..
  that is who you are !!
  
  THAT IS WHO YOU ARE TO ME

my love

through the leaves...

• moving gently with the breeze...
  i can see the brightness of the sky.....
  as if it is your eyes...............
  ..........the blue of your eyes.... ..........
  ..........tears...
  ..........combinations........ .........
  .the hue of your hair....
  blurring the sounds...
  sounds of small birds
  .........whisperings in the air air.....
  the feeling I have as when you are there....
  .........you are their..in a depth....
  .........a perception.....
  penetrating....deep within....
  .........within my heart..
  .........within my passion.. .........
  like a preeminent stare. frozen..
  Cold...bluish.........
  that portion allowing..between gray..green
  ..........and violet...........
  the violence of my passion..... ..........
  for the yellow softness ..
  feelings I have there..... ..........
  ..........the nearness of you...
  
  ..........my sweet...... ..........
  ..........of you...
  allowing a passage of my love..
  for the entrance to your being.....
  ..........faster...
  fastens the rhythmic..
  contractions of the image of you... .........
  .in your heart............
  .inside of you..ism seeing.
             The leaves look yellow..
  the branches look golden like ....
  the ones around your eyes....
  like the ones that make you as beautiful as you are........
  ............freezes a stare...
  ............as a cover of perennial ICE.
  floating like an ice...burg
  
  glowing in the sunset of you eyes..........
  melts it softly into the sea of your presence.
  of the beauty that I see..
  ...........that I feel....
  ...........when you are near....
  ...........be near to me...
  no need to wish..........
  for it is what I feel............
  allow me............ allow me to be near. .the sweetness of your breath.. ...........
  bring it here... ...........
  like the feeling I have whenever you are near....
  
  Whenever you are near.